Dear diary,

On sunday at 6.55pm,I had a horrifying experience..
I was involved in minor a car accident.
Although its just a minor accident it reali had traumatised me..

My uncle was driving the car and goin to my house carpark..
My uncle intend to turn,but the car increase in speed and went straight ahead twrds the pathment tht it hit a another lorry tht is parked there..
The impact was so strong tht i hit my face against the front sit.My specs hit my cheekbone,n my lips bleed slightly..
My sisters are ok..But they reali have a shock..
I was thankful tht my mom n uncle was ok,as they wearing seatbelt..

Tht accident reali take the all the attention frm the public..
We went out frm the car..
The car already stuck at the pathment..
The owner of the lorry reclaimed insurance,but reali its not my uncle fault.
Something is wrong with the car..
Couple of hours later hte police came and also the toll truck.

My uncle handle the whole thing calmly.
My family n i already in the house n we see the outcome frm the window as it onli nearby.
Thank god we all save..Now i knw how the impact is like,no wonder some ppl injured badly

However,the hit on my head reali gave me a headache till now..
I felt giddy most of the time.
I hope the pain will went off asap..coz i have alot of assignment coming up..
"terima kasih Ya allah kau telah menyelamatkan kami,dan memajangkan umur kehidupan kami.
amin..

Muackzseee:)

Dear diary,


Finali i gotten my specz or wht sha2 say extra mata..haha.this is my pic..
Its a good feeling actuali,coz this have been pending since skl reopen..
Pending bcoz financial prblm as per normal..
My family prblm strt to ease dwn already..
Pending bills r finali paid..
n my hp line are activated..
Hari raya haji is coming n i looking frwrd to the delicious dishes..yum2


As for skl..its bcoming heavier every week
Y?Due to alot of project mitings..n tests tht coming up..
Nvmd im sure i can manage..


Muackszeeee:)

Dear diary,

LAst friday i met zizah wif her mom at raffles place..
Its juz a short miting..
She goin to some rehearsal which is im forgot wht it is
so she need to borrow my formal top..

We met at arnd 5pm sharp...
We hugged each other tightly..as we missess each other sooo much..
We chat abt each other life.....
Arnd 5.15pm..zizah and i take green line train as she have to go to outram n i have to go to redhill..
As zizah have to reach her destination arnd 6.30pm
On our way..we manage to joke abt thiz immature guys who trying to act big..
They wearing sunglasses in the train..like wth..is it tht bright..hahaha.silly..
We had a great laugh..haha
As the train reached outram,we gave each other a hug..
And promised tht we will mit again one day,may b soon...
Zah i will b looking frwrd for tht day...
Miz u already sis.. take care..

Muackszeeee:)

Dear diary,

I had already found the answer to my question...
'Juz be FRENZ'..
At first it kinda heartbreaking..
Mostly im hapi coz i can finali get on wif my life than waiting for the fantasi tht will never become a reality...
Mayb all tht dreams is juz nthg..

Is good tht he is being truthful to me..
however i will try to get over this feeling tht is FAdinG away as time passess..
Mayb he is not meant for me..
well sgl doent meant loneliness,I still have my Besst Frenssss...

Muackszeeee:)

Dear diary,

Today i did something tht shoudnt be done..
I could not have suceed w/o my frens help..
The 'THing' had already be send to the person..
Im sooo damn nervous rite now..
Scared of the answer,hope its a positive one..
But nvm,i did it juz to get off the question frm my heart..
Thx gerls for the help..

mUackzseeee:)

Dear diary

Ppl always says if u knws tht the guy doesnt like u better move on...
i like this guy,we knwn each other for some time but not tht close..
Frm the way i knw i do not have a chance wif him..means i can go for other options rite..
But in the way i juz couldnt...
In tagged,a guy wants my number n want to get to knw me better,chances are there
But my heart immediately refused..i didnt even give a second thaught

Y?this is the ques tht i myself couldnt answer..
Is it bcoz my feeling for tht guy still deep..
y do i want wait,huh...
or is it it trust my for guys if no longer exist
But still i admire him..
Man,heart is crazy...haha..
whatever it is lets see wht happen in the future

MUackzseeee:)

Dear diary,


1 week had passed since skl reopen.
till now im still miss my best fren,my partner in crime..
my click is not complete w/o her..
she had prblms tht need to settle..i respect tht,
sometime i wish her tht i can help her settle everything so tht she can come back n have a blast wif us.
i cried,as i cant hold up to my tear..
Now we cant contact each other,hw i wish i can meet up wif her..
I want to hug her tightly..
zah,sori i had to write,coz its the way tht i express my feelings out..
We all miz u..

U want to knw this sem,we always go to south canteen to eat wedges,u like it rite..hehe
Whtever it is,take care urself k..

MUakzseeee:)