Dear diary


I had done a bad mistake,tht reali jurt my sisters feeling..
One of my kitten is lost,we tri searching high n low for him,but failed
Actuali its my fault,i forget to close the window tht is near to a chair..
The kitten must have climb n fall off,mayb someone found him n bring him home
I hope tht true.i reali wan him to b save
But my sister reali miz him badly,they always cried
This had reali deeped the guilt within me,how i wish i could turn back the time
I can onli apologise to them,n i dont mind if they wan to b angry with coz i knw its my fault
even my female cat bycott wif me
HMm..how sad..

I could onli b silent,n hopefully my sisters will slowly accpet the reality
Hope tht i will found my kitten one day,so tht i could kill the guilt inside me..


MUackszseee

Dear diary,

Im so fucking fed up rite now..
Fed up wif my mom..who have negative thinking over social things..
When is she goin to wake up tht im no longer 15,im 19,for goodness sake..

MY class have a bbq event n she dont let me go
Coz to her bbq,means doing bad things..
After last nite,when she scold me like hell,i cant even talk to her
My heart is burning pain..
Y do i have to ruin my social life all bcoz of her
I knw she is my mom,but plz respect my decision la
Is not like now im behaving like a fucking bad gerl
dont till i do tht k..

oooh gosh,when am i goin to get my freedom
..FED UP!..

Sori readers if this post contain vulgaraties,coz im reali angry

MUackszeeee:)