Hari ini dah 08.01.09.Ade lagi sebelas hari sblom si dier balek.But this time im not looking fwrd to it.sbb aku dh tau yg sebenarnye.His not interested.N this truth reali help alot coz it stop me frm hoping for something tht wont come true.Sometime when i go into my fantasi world i scared to get out of it,coz in my realiti world,always turn out to b different and painful..My ambition for this year is too b happi always but now i realise it not tht easy and it is impossible.Y everything tht i hope for always when down the drain..mayb it just my faith..i will tri very hard not to lose my self esteem coz life have to go on..so...Juz hope ill survive..

muackzsee:(